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You’re cool as hell, you know that? Do you know that it has been those comments that have kept me going, in times of self-doubt? I could’ve written you another email, which I will, but this is way more fun… somehow I think you may relate to this too:

I was told this past weekend I was needy… I just thought I was in love. Max has to be the worst excuse for a man who feels I have ever encountered. We had a plan, I didn’t imagine this mess and it would be the day of everyday that we would see each other and eventually marry, nothing was meant to be a joke or a lie or a hope, this was going to happen. Until the day he thought I may have been feeling it too much and that’s what I do, I have been needing material and he showed up, manuscript in hand and so pathetic. This is the part where I redeem myself after all and become classy and unreachable, start wearing heels and working on that sad Art History degree from before the times of men like him. The years will go by and then he’ll think that he wasted all of that time wondering whether it would have suffocated him or fixed him. That’s what my fingers do, they tie up crazy navy knots while working out kinks on sexy shoulders, pick friend’s noses and dial out to tell you I’ve missed you. I’m not a toy, MAX, I’m fun but too smart to believe you understood a single thing you said to me. Impulse belongs to the wicked and excpet to our children, we are not nice people you and I. What did this mean, when you wrote it and you were fresh in love?

Hello M.
I loved your e-mail. Thank you. It has been along time since someone has
spoken the words
“I love you” and i have felt this way. Thank you. I don’t know what else to
say but that. Please
don’t think i am using you for a way out of the shitty relationship I am in
right now. You were meant to come along. We were meant to meet each other. I
know this. I feel this. Nothing is easy, and
as of right now I feel blessed by you. We never really talked a lot about
where your faith lays, And
if its no place, Then please let me have it. I got you.. I wont let you
down. I just am vary sorry we
got to go through all of this waiting and whats going to happen shit. It will
be all good in the end I
promise. We just have a lot going on in our lives its not going to be a quick
switch. I know this,
and its the hardest thing we got to do. But it will happen. Trust me. I love
you m. I have got to have you in my life. Thats a fact. I dream about
you a lot. I can close my eyes and see yours.
It’s unbelievable how much I love you. Please hang on , give me a chance to
show you.
I can make the rest of your life worth a smile all day long.

forever
for better
no worse
love you

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Flake

I know she said it’s alright
But you can make it up next time
I know she knows it’s not right
There ain’t no use in lying
Maybe she thinks I know something
Maybe maybe she thinks its fine
Maybe she knows something I don’t
I’m so, I’m so tired, I’m so tired of trying
It seems to me that maybe
It pretty much always means no
So don’t tell me you might just let it go
And often times we’re lazy

It seems to stand in my way
Cause no one no not no one
Likes to be let down

I know she loves the sunrise
No longer sees it with her sleeping eyes
And I know that when she said she’s gonna try
Well it might not work because of other ties and
I know she usually has some other ties
And I wouldn’t want to break ‘em, nah,
I wouldn’t want to break ‘em
Maybe she’ll help me to untie this but
Until then well, I’m gonna have to lie too.

It seems to me that maybe
It pretty much always means no
So don’t tell me you might just let it go
And often times we’re lazy
It seems to stand in my way
Cause no one no not no one
Likes to be let down
It seems to me that maybe
It pretty much always means no
So don’t tell me you might just let it go

The harder that you try baby, the further you’ll fall
Even with all the money in the whole wide world
Please please please don’t PASS me
Please please please don’t PASS me
Please please please don’t PASS me BY

Everything you know about me now baby
you gonna have to change
You gonna have to call it by a brand new name
Please please please don’t drag me
Please please please don’t drag me
Please please please don’t drag me down

Just like a tree down by the water baby
I shall not move
Even after all the silly things you do
Please please please don’t drag me
Please please please don’t drag me
Please please please don’t drag me down -Jack Johnson, “Brushfire Fairytales”

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